Eu começo a lembrar de coisas que mais ninguém lembra... E isso é chato, bem chato. Provavelmente significa que eu não importava muito pras pessoas quando essas coisas aconteciam... e elas importavam pra mim.
Mas já não importam mais, as coisas e as pessoas, (quase) nada importa agora... e isso já faz tempo.

surpresa.

O que fazer quando tu te reconhece em algo que tu nunca esperaria que fosse sobre ti?
Saber que um comportamento natural pode mudar um coração, e uma frase inocente pode magoar alguém... Depois de tanto tempo, não dá pra consertar. É só lamentar por algo que tu nunca desejou de verdade, e que nunca foi feito pra ser.

Pianinho (Esteban)

Eu vou tentar mais uma vez
Eu vou atrás, não vou ter medo
Eu vou bater, eu vou entrar
Eu vou chegar mais cedo mais uma vez

Quem é você que não me vê?
Cadê você que eu não vejo?
Cadê você pra me dizer que tudo isso vai passar?

Eu vou entrar na tua casa
Eu vou entrar na tua vida
Eu vou sentar e esperar tu me mandar embora mais uma vez

Quem é você que me esqueceu?
Cadê você que eu não esqueço?
Quem é você que me prendeu
E depois me deixou pra trás?

Que não vai voltar
Por mais que eu cante, escreva, toque
Não vai dar

Você não vai mudar
Você não vai mudar
(E sabe que sozinho eu não sei aonde ir)

É claro que tu vai dizer que nunca soube o que eu queria
E fica fácil pra você se agora já não vale o que passou
Os teus amigos, os meus amigos, não conseguem dizer nada
Os meus amigos, os teus amigos, dizem que não sabem mais quem eu sou

E eu não vou ficar
Te procurando aonde posso encontrar

Alguém pra me mudar
(Que diga que sozinho eu não preciso mais seguir)
Alguém pra me mudar
(Que diga que sozinho eu não preciso mais seguir)

New Perspective (Panic! At The Disco)

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here

eu só tenho postado letras de músicas ultimamente...
é que eu não ando inspirada pra escrever, daí eu posto uma música que mostre o que eu tô sentindo ou que eu esteja ouvindo... elas expressam meus pensamentos melhor que eu

Just Feel Better (Santana ft. Steven Tyler)

She said, I'll feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
But I don't, I don't, I don't
Cause it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through
The haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore,
That my soul is weeping

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have its season
Around, around it goes
Everyday's the one before
But this time, this time,
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I oughta leave behind
It's really getting old and
I think I need a little help this time

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror

It wont be too late when the smoke clears

'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile

You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself

Everytime I try to make you laugh

You stand like a stone

Alone in your zone

Is that too much that I'm asking for?

Lovesong (The Cure)

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away

I will always love you

However long I stay

I will always love you

Whatever words I say

I will always love you

I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away

I will always love you

However long I stay

I will always love you

Whatever words I say

I will always love you

I will always love you

Eu queria poder me sentir assim todo dia. Pude sentir a felicidade que eu deveria aproveitar, porque eu realmente tenho ela. Eu não sei aproveitar as coisas boas que a vida me dá... mas acho que tô começando a aprender.
Eu sou feliz, sou sim. Mas alguma coisa me faz ficar mal sem motivo, ser uma pessoa meio depressiva. Isso vai ter que mudar, senão um dia essa felicidade vai embora e eu não vou ter vivido ela.
Se todo dia fosse como hoje, eu seria muito, muito feliz.

Tédio (Biquini Cavadão)

Alô!
Sabe esses dias
Em que horas dizem nada
E você nem troca o pijama
Preferia estar na cama
Um dia, a monotonia
Tomou conta de mim
É o tédio
Cortando os meus programas
Esperando o meu fim...

(Refrão)
Sentado no meu quarto
O tempo vôa
Lá fora a vida passa
E eu aqui à tôa
Eu já tentei de tudo
Mas não tenho remédio
Prá livrar-me desse tédio...

Vejo o programa
Que não me satisfaz
Leio o jornal que é de ontem
Pois prá mim, tanto faz
Já tive esse problema
Sei que o tédio
É sempre assim
Se tudo piorar
Não sei do que sou capaz...

(Refrão)

Vejo o programa
Que não me satisfaz
Leio o jornal que é de ontem
Pois prá mim, tanto faz
Já tive esse problema
Sei que o tédio
É sempre assim
Se tudo piorar
Não sei do que sou capaz...

(Refrão)

Tédio!
Não tenho um programa
Tédio!
Esse é o meu drama
O que corrói é o tédio
Um dia eu fico cego
Me atiro deste prédio...

Colors (Crossfade)

Can you feel it crush you? does it seem to bring the worst in you out?
There's no running away from these things that hold you down.
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this?
Of all the colors that you've shined, this is surely not your best.
But you should know these colors that you're shining are,

Surely not the best colors that you shine.
Surely not the best colors that you shine.

I know you feel alone yeah, and no one else can figure you out.
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down.
Well they'd love to save you, don't you know they love to see you smile?
But these colors that you've shined, are surely not your style.
But you should know these colors that you're shining are,

Surely not the best colors that you shine.
Surely not the best colors that you shine.

I know you're feeling like you're lost,
But you should know these colors that you're shining are..
I know you're feeling like you're lost,
You feel you've drifted way too far,
Did you know these colors that you’re shining are,

Surely not the best colors that you shine.
Surely not the best colors that you shine.

(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost,
(Colors that you shine)
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost,
You feel you've drifted way too far.
Did you know these colors that you're shining are...

Minha confusão mental aumenta a cada dia.
E o pior de tudo é que eu não sei se isso é bom ou ruim.

Reasons To Love You (Meiko)

Give me a reason to fall in love
Take my hand and let's dance
Give me a reason to make me smile
Cause i think i forgot how

I wanna fall asleep with you tonight
I wanna know that i am safe when you hold me tight
I wanna feel like i wanna feel forever

Girls need attention, and boys need us
So let's make everybody glad
That they have each other in each others arms
Oh let's make everybody glad

I want you.

I wanna dream away with you tonight
We can go anywhere you would like
I wanna feel how i wanna feel forever

I want you

cadê o ânimo?
se alguém achar, me empresta um pouquinho, porque o meu foi embora faz TEMPO.

ARGH.

"An error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it." - Orlando A. Battista

Same Mistake (James Blunt)

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

odeio quando alguém entra em foco e todo mundo começa a amar, sendo que antes esse alguém era deixado de canto e ninguém dava bola. odeio.

infância

Eu tinha esquecido o quanto é bom ser criança.
É tão legal não ter que sair de casa pra trabalhar nem estudar, poder ficar tomando sorvete e refri e jogando video game sem se preocupar com nada...
Pena que o fim de semana acabou '-'

That's The Truth (McFly)

I feel like I've been put on trial with you
I know that something's wrong and I'm the one accused
When the verdicts in, it's us who's gonna lose
I can't wait for you to finally hear the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I can tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I need a lawyer just to talk
Cause they're tellin' you what to say
They wish they had what we have
And its jealousy thats in the way.
Cause I can't sit round
And watch them build a case
Cause theres no savin' us now
I'm just doing this to clear my name

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh
That's the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to prove my case
So much love to save
Save, save, save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Grand Theft Autumn / Where Is Your Boy (Fall Out Boy)

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you. (For you, so)

You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...
but in the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at four in the afternoon.

You need him. I could be him...
I Could be an accident but I'm still trying.
And That's more than I can say for him.

1-2-3-4!
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

won't find out (he won't find out)
won't find out (he won't find out)

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
[x2]

Goodnight (Finley)

I can't give you more than this
So this is my goodnight
It's dedicated to you

I would tell you the same old things you know
Just you know
You deserve every breath I hardly hold
Hardly hold

And fall asleep you need to lie down
This night could be the last

I can't give you more than this
So this is my goodnight
It's dedicated to you
My little shining star

I would tell you the things I've never said
It's too late
If I could turn back the time I wouldn't wait
Wouldn't wait

I'm sitting here I stay beside you
Beside your photograph
I can't believe it's true I won't forget you
These things take so much time

I can't give you more than this
So this is my goodnight
It's dedicated to you
My little shining star

Por mais que os dias sejam bons, as noites sempre terminam mal. Logo elas, que eu tanto amei por tanto tempo. E ainda amo. Mas não amo o que elas me fazem.